Tis only me

Tis only me

Monday 28 March 2016

My favourite Folktale......

So, during the week, I was asked “what is your favourite folktale and it stopped me in my tracks… I needed some time to figure the answer out and to think of the tales I tell and what binds them together.

I don’t just tell stories-I relive them, so, they become second nature to me and are imprinted on to my psyche, blending reality, fantasy and that part where folktales lie. Because folktales hold a special place, they are stories, but have given birth to urban legends, old wives tales and just the basic PR spin of today.

Folktales always have that strong smell of realism about them, but we all know they were created to convey a message, using possible real events, mixed in with some extraordinary ingredients.  

I remember, while working in the bog with my Dad, cutting turf, we sat down to have a rest.  He told me of Pol na Peiste, (the hole of the  the serpent) a boggy marsh, where it was said, you could never reach the bottom, horses had been lost in there and children were warned to stay away.
Eventually, a zealous young farmer, decided to ignore the old stories and drain the bog by slicing into it and cutting his turf, the elders thought that all manners of terrors would rise out of Pol na Peiste and would haunt the locality forever.  When he sliced into it, it was found to be only about three feet (1metre) deep!    

Both my parents and all our neighbours, always told stories, they had heard these stories from their elders and so on.  They were the last generation to live without television and you could tell! Today, we see them as gullible for believing the tales and yet, we sit and watch celebrities play out their attention grabbing lives and blindly believe, what we are told to(some of us, anyway) 

The stories I heard growing up, really became ingrained in my head, fuelled my imagination and I also began to view every experience in life as a story I was relating to someone else.

The first book of Stories I bought myself, was a very rare edition of “leabhar Sean Ui Chonnaill”  or  Sean O’Connell’s book. A collection of stories, collected from a famous storyteller Seán O’Conaill,  who was born in 1853-1921 and was from Cill Rialaig, Ballinskelligs.  Professor Seamus O’Duilearga, collected his stories between 1923 and 1931 and published them in this great treasure of old Irish life. The village in which he grew up and lived is now, the spectacular Cill Rialaig Artists retweet.

These stories became the base for my storytelling career and because I grew up in a very similar system of living, I could not only relate to the stories, but easily translate the stories to a new and international audience. it is always exciting to tell a story, knowing it was recounted back in the 1850’s and back throughout history, acknowledging the idea that we only mind stories and don’t own them…

One of these stories, is my go-to story “Sean and his Mother” that tells of a young man, who gets revenge on some greedy cattle dealers, who have swindled Sean.

He gets revenge by creating the illusion that ordinary objects have magical powers and persuades his victims to buy them. it is a very violent and mercenary story, with a “no holes barred, when it comes to justice” attitude and I don’t in any way dilute it for the listeners. This really brings the original telling to life and gives the listener an insight to the thinking at the time and its inhabitants-it wasn't all magic beans, you know!

After telling the story for many years, I’ve recently sat down and wrote the story out in my words and am now, just waiting to start editing it, which will ensure a new lease of life to the story, the old tellers and my work.

But, listing off the stories I love to tell, read and listen to, I can see this common thread emerging, they all have this element of trickery about them, just like the greedy dealers believed and just like my elders were scared of the three foot bog hole, that idea of how easily, we can be fooled or fool others strikes a cord in my imagination.. 

The most classic and well known Folktale that encapsulates this metaphor would be “The Emperor’s new clothes” by Hans Christian Anderson. 

As with any story, these stories, can be comprehended from many different angles.  You can see the story from the view of the deceiver or the deceived, which makes things very interesting in the discussion, after the tale is told!


But, there you have it, my favourite folktale….

Friday 26 February 2016

Rainbow's, Painting and colour No 1

I hope you are enjoying the piece on colour, rainbows and painting? Colour is so wonderful and really affects us all in so many ways.

The rainbow is a fantastic source of colour and in a way, it’s Mother Nature at her finest, 
I will write more up soon, but want to get the templates up for the video, I’ve the rainbow and the colour wheel, enjoy! 

The poem I’ve created to remember the rainbow is 

Rays
Of
Your
Glory
Bring
In

Veg 



Rainbow Template






Colour Wheel

Sunday 7 February 2016

My week as @Ireland's Curator

Well, I started 2016 with very little, money, work, food, confidence. One of those moments in time, where I could go down this road or go down that one. I decided to grab life by the neck, take chances and most important, stop deciding for people that they don't want me. It was a huge step, I would put myself out (perceived warts and all) and let people decide, if they want, like or would give me a chance to shine.

A few snags
  1. I have a huge self-hater, that creeps up and whispers lies in my ear. because my Self-hater can be clever in its actions, I always feel it is a tangible part of me and true.
  2. I’ve never been to collage or have a degree, I think being in collage, gives you a “push in” with a huge network of people; fellow students, tutors and academics in general.
  3. I’m such a colourful character, with so many different aspects and talents.  Education, comedy, acting, storytelling, writing, making art and working in community, that I can be like a butterfly flirting from one project to another. building lots of small houses, rather than a huge big tower, which be clearly seen as an achievement.

But I’m going onwards, upwards and going to try and put those snags in my back pocket for a while. I sent off a lot of emails to television programmes about my video on ‘Making a Brigid’s cross and heard back from one, which I’m delighted by and will have to see how that will unfold along the way.


I also saw the need to embrace positivity with both arms. I researched about affirmations and recorded some on my iPad, put a little music behind them and use that as my alarm in the morning.  When i wake, I take some time to give thanks for everything, keeping it general and refusing to let negativity into my mind.

I started to notice myself, when I would have a negative thought about myself, I noticed my posture would change, my shoulders would cave in and my demeanour would shrink down, so, every so often, during the day, I now straighten my self out and keep my shoulders back, which puts me in a new positive friendly shape.  Which has all been helping me to keep a good outlook on life.

Then, one evening, while giving out about one of the curators of twitter’s @Ireland account, I decided to apply to become one, rather than being a “hurler on the ditch”. There was a touch of “it’s a little clique of Dublin lovey’s and their collage friends (you see, where that is coming from, now) and they won’t want me.  But, Darragh Doyle  answered and with a little toing and froing, I was given a week to curate the account. 

The 1st until the 7th February!
Then, it took flight, what would I say, how should I act, what PR motivated driven aspects of myself should I portray to get maximum exposure, Should i get puppets shows ready to take over the country and the world, all sorts of plans and plots went through my head.
until, before I knew it, it was time, the curtain opened and I was there.  

I had spent, so much time, plotting, planning and getting ready, that I was now there, without the huge manifesto of success! I had no choice, only to be myself. My belief in Nature and the old celtic ways came up.  My love of stories and their importance and relevance too. My experience of depression and ways to combat it also. But, it was my everyday personality, that shone through for me, my empathy, my understanding of people and the ability to communicate that understanding, in a very natural manner,  underpinned everything.

Overall, I was met with a wave of Positive feedback, that really awoken something in me, another awareness of that negativity in me and how it can harm others, a little remark here, a little one there. Without saying, it wasn't all strawberry’s and cream all the time, but that was also needed. Sometimes, I reacted with too much sensitivity, but most of time, I was calm enough to just say “what was in my heart and why”  I even survived being challenged by 3 political "Honey Badgers" at the time!

So now, I’m back to be being Sean, not Ireland/Sean, still the same person and back to the drawing board of having to figure out, what I’d like to be, when I grow up. I have to decide which avenue of my talent i should pursue for the best advantage of myself and others.   Or let that decision be made for me?  While I’m doing that, I’ll keep working on embracing my positivity and “I’ll go on”………
If anyone has ideas or offers on how to move forward, I’d be delighted to hear them.
I've started working on a video about positivity and affirmations, as you read this and will be uploaded very soon.

I've also started an online shop, where I will make art, write books and more, sell them, it would be great to just live in rural countryside and have a global outlet? It just has Brigit's crosses at present, but making candle holders and more, keep watching!
http://artoolaoghaire.tictail.com

Thank you to everybody for a truly wonderful experience and such great interactions over the week and a huge thank you to Darragh Doyle for all his patience and hard work…
I now know, there is no clique! 


I’ll leave you with something very different. Ballybedamned- Episode 1

I've always had a strong and effective wit, The puppets were made for satire, I'm going to do this for a few more weeks and see how it is received.  But being funny can be a way of covering up the real me? Will have to work on that out more clearly.